Anger Management

I just spent an hour typing out exactly why I am angry. All the reasons, everything that has gone bad today. Then BLOGSPOT decided to be a real ass and delete ALL of it, after all my hard work. And now I am even ANGRIER. I guess it is for the best, some of the things I was typing were full of so much emotion that some people may not have been too pleased with me. AALSKGHAL;SKJFAL;SKJF'ASLKFHA;LSGKNA;SLFKNMASC WIRYA;LSKHGAL;SKFJAL;SKRUAO;WITYHAO;SFHALKSGHAL; ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH That is how I feel today, if I could begin to possibly put it into words. Suzanne and I have been excluded from a youth exchange trip because our counsellor wants us to see the festival here. I wanted to see the festival anyways but the fact that they tried to keep it a secret from us that there even WAS a trip really upset me. I'm pissed. I'm not going to go into full detail about everything, but I cried I was so angry, and I had every right. Today I watched the sun set on my happiness. Today was one of those days where you can't be happy, you can only be pissed off and upset no matter what happens. Even after watching a beautiful sunset of the most magnificent purple, then they deepest burgendy and the most wonderful blood red. The clouds hang in the sky as if they had been painted and move so slowly that they seem to just lay there frozen. But tonight I didn't enjoy it, all I could do was sit, eat peanut brittle with Suzanne and wallow in self pity.

"We are the youth of the nation"